Feel so damn pissed when i think of everything. It just happened like that. And i was like a bloody retard. I din knoe. Why?? I just didnt expect it. seriously. I feel like killing myself. How could i let it happen. Dun ask me what. But something happened. Now this blog has become my imagination. Not a actual account of events. They WILL pay for it. I swear. But what did they do. It was not their fault what. So who shall i blamed? I am tired of everything. Why me?? Just so damn confused. i want to talk. But i cant. Who bothers to listen also. Even if they listen, what will they think? I am not what everyone thinks i am. And that is my first confrontation. Not ordinary like you people. dun ask why. I cant tell anyone. Cant write it out also. I have got seriously nothing left. So what if you got money and stuff?? Now they are useless....